Ok, let's face it - I've got at least 10000 things to say and so little time before my eyes inevitably close. So I guess I have to restrict myself to these most important thoughts.
First and the most significant one is the change in me - I began to derive real, I mean REAL pleasure from being with someone I love. I finally appreciated security, support, caresses, endearments and... the feeling of uniqueness that a 5-year relationship brings. I can say that I am trully happy at last.
M.- thank you for the part of me you bring out.
Secondly, I would like to leave here a message to someone - Ann, thank you for being such a great person, thank you for letting sunbeams into my life, thank you for your friendship. It means a lot to me.
The storm is over.
So why do I still feel so excited, so restless, so rough????
Maybe you are right that that's just the way I am... always dangerously alert, always waiting for something, always on standby.
My curiosity is never satisfied, my appetite is never sated, my ambitions are never fulfilled...
Is it wrong?
